Monday, April 25, 2011

'we only live, only suspire Consumed by either fire or fire'

For days when all seems unbearably drab...

T.S Eliot's 'Four Quartets'
'Little Gidding' 
IV-V

IV
The dove descending breaks the air
With flame of incandescent terror
Of which the tongues declare
The one discharge from sin and error.
The only hope, or else despair
     Lies in the choice of pyre of pyre—
     To be redeemed from fire by fire.
Who then devised the torment? Love.
Love is the unfamiliar Name
Behind the hands that wove
The intolerable shirt of flame
Which human power cannot remove.
     We only live, only suspire
     Consumed by either fire or fire.


V
What we call the beginning is often the end
And to make and end is to make a beginning.
The end is where we start from. And every phrase
And sentence that is right (where every word is at home,
Taking its place to support the others,
The word neither diffident nor ostentatious,
An easy commerce of the old and the new,
The common word exact without vulgarity,
The formal word precise but not pedantic,
The complete consort dancing together)
Every phrase and every sentence is an end and a beginning,
Every poem an epitaph. And any action
Is a step to the block, to the fire, down the sea's throat
Or to an illegible stone: and that is where we start.
We die with the dying:
See, they depart, and we go with them.
We are born with the dead:
See, they return, and bring us with them.
The moment of the rose and the moment of the yew-tree
Are of equal duration. A people without history
Is not redeemed from time, for history is a pattern
Of timeless moments. So, while the light fails
On a winter's afternoon, in a secluded chapel
History is now and England.
With the drawing of this Love and the voice of this
     Calling
We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.
Through the unknown, unremembered gate
When the last of earth left to discover
Is that which was the beginning;
At the source of the longest river
The voice of the hidden waterfall
And the children in the apple-tree
Not known, because not looked for
But heard, half-heard, in the stillness
Between two waves of the sea.
Quick now, here, now, always—
A condition of complete simplicity
(Costing not less than everything)
And all shall be well and
All manner of thing shall be well
When the tongues of flame are in-folded
Into the crowned knot of fire
And the fire and the rose are one.

T&B

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

crazy cat lady

Our four cats are jazzed about the new house.  They are excited for the extra space to run, the stairs to chase each other up and down and the big bay window where they'll spy on birds.

I'm excited for the chance to make our new place (even more) animal friendly.  I hate traditional animal supplies (ugly litter boxes, awkward cat trees, sloppy pet beds, etc etc).  It's been a challenge keeping so many furry babies happy while maintaining any sense of interior decor.

On my wish list (were budget not an issue....which it always is, but I still like to look)...

(This scratching post looks a million times better than the normal towers.
In fact, I would get it even if I didn't have any cats--he'd look so cute by an umbrella stand)

(With multiple cats it's important to think in three-dimensions.  Don't limit cats to the floor.
These perches give kitties a whole new world in which to play )

(Husband is incredibly handy...I'm thinking this could be a fairly easy project.
Plus, in the right color, it could be a fun addition to our wall art)

(A great way to hide the messiest bits.  
No one ever needs to see the litter box again)

It's loads of fun planning creative solutions to pet problems.

(Although, sometimes all you need is a good paper bag.....just ask Tennyson)

B

Thursday, April 7, 2011

where the heart is

We bought a house!


Well, we close April 29th so it's not officially ours yet.  But that hasn't stopped me from planning ahead. 

Unexpectedly, instead of having every detail of the interior plotted out, I've been obsessed with the outside.  With the beautiful, big, privacy-fence-enclosed backyard to be precise.

First our collection of fresh herbs (because the dried stuff you buy at the grocery just can't compete with the fresh stuff).


Then our vegetable garden.  We saved probably $100 on tomatoes last year by planting our own (yes, tomatoes are ridiculously expensive to buy and yes, we eat an insanely large amount of them).


And then our backyard chicken coop. 


Although this chicken coop is just too precious:


We've been buying farm fresh eggs for years.  The only thing better than that are eggs from your very own chickens.

And we can't forget--


(although these rascals might be a few years down the line....)

B

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

aluminum travels

Because it's still snowing (freezing temps all week), I've been dreaming of hitting the road to warmer lands.

This wouldn't be just any road trip, it would be in my vintage Airstream.  Preferably one that's been redesigned by Kristiana Spaulding.


Lovely, yes?
Check out her other trailers too.

But really, as long as my destination looks like this:


...I'll be fine.
Any takers??

It's my birthday tomorrow.  Maybe there's one already waiting for me.
:)

B

Thursday, March 17, 2011

heroism

Our hearts break for the people of Japan--tragedy upon tragedy with no end in near sight.  Oh Lord be merciful.

We know there are many opinions being thrown around--the who, where, what's, when's and why's.  The consequences may be massive.

Yet hope remains when there is bravery and sacrifice.  Out of the East pours the spirit of the West.

We trust that the sacrifices made by these 180 workers will have tremendous results.  May their valor ripple through our world with more power than any earthquake and tsunami.  Single events such as this, where individuals choose to deny themselves, have turned the tide of history.

May the rest of us'continue to live well' indeed.

T&B

Saturday, March 12, 2011

oh yoko

Currently working on a Cajun dinner party--ettoufee, crab dip, collard greens, shrimp cornbread...the works.
(total count: 5 onions, 4 green peppers, 4 jalapeƱos, 4 lbs of shrimp, 2 lbs of celery.  I'm expecting it to be delicious).

While elbows deep in the spicy madness, I have itunes set on shuffle.



This song just came on and shot me back to Hillsdale days.  Esp of driving around with AH and KP with the speakers blaring.  And Wes Anderson films.

Good times Yoko.

B

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

for our children

A lot of things have me thinking about our future children.  I'm not one to moon over the topic of popping out babies, but my husband has rubbed off on me; I find myself wanting to be prepared and not just flying by the seat of my pants as I'm typically prone.

(I should clarify when saying I don't 'moon over popping out babies'.   I can't wait to have children and raise them with my godly husband.  It's today's sentimentality over 'having the perfect baby in the perfect hospital room with the perfect little going-home outfit while the perfect mini-van holds our perfect car seat that safely carries our perfect baby all the way to our perfect little house in the suburbs' that makes me nauseous. Buuuuut, this is a subject for another time.  Back to the topic at hand.)

While life will always have new lessons, where truth and philosophy are ever more reconciled, I'm learning as much as possible.  Right here, right now.

So, to quickly recap what's brought our future children to my mind:

*The afore 'blogged about' Climacus Conference.  Wonderful speakers and topics.  Also, I really enjoyed the attending families who brought their children.  There's a sweetness in listening to a lecture entitled "Inheriting Twentieth-Century Christian Humanism" while watching small children amuse themselves while wandering about.

*Louisville, KY.  My hometown hosted the conference.  It was a delight to travel down south.  I've never yet found a city with the same mix of delightful southerness, quirky small businesses, west-coast cool, family friendly vibe and beautiful neighborhoods (including downtown lofts, historic houses and country estates).  Throw in a strong pinch of local art and music and you have my favorite city.  We could raise a family there...

*Eighth Day Books -my new favorite book supplier- had a marvelous selection at the conference.  I snatched this book up the moment I saw it (and then waited patiently in line to purchase it, because I am a good citizen).


The book is both beautiful and frightening, funny and deadly serious.  It addresses many issues that have gripped the mid-west suburbs.

*And finally, Touchstone Magazine.  I received my first paper-copy of the magazine at the conference and will officially subscribe to it this week.  I've been keeping up with their online publications for a while, but now  need to start collecting hard copies.  I like the feel of paper in my hands.

*Oh and also, read this article:'The Romance of Domesticity".  The author, Nathan Schlueter, is a beloved professor at Hillsdale College. 

Here's to raising our future generation in the fear of the Lord with the determination to lead the 'Good Life'.

B